Recently, in our quiet little neighborhood we've discovered that someone is going into unlocked cars and taking items that he/she (but probably he) deems valuable. Why do I presume he? Well, because most of those who go to work at Labor Ready are male. Especially those who seem to be walking by at around 6:00ish-ly in the a.m. Our alley is a convenient cut through for the walk.
Items that have gone missing from my hubby's rag-top (and therefore unlockable vehicle as we'd hate to find it cut into shreds) are: change, a stainless steel coffee mug or two, some razors kept there for emergencies when a) the alarm fails because of either power outage, or inefficient setting, b) snooze is just too attractive or c) the tired wife kills it.
It amazes me that someone feels it necessary to do this. It shocks the conscience. Yet as I was out replacing those items, I thought... maybe desperate people do desperate things. No one was hurt. Inconvenienced, yes, you bet your bippy. But truly harmed, no...
And that brought me to a pondering place. I'm pondering. How desperate are we few Anglo-Catholics? Are we desperate enough to ask leave to sell the church building or turn it over to the diocese? Desperate enough to leave the stranglehold of TEC and move to a different rented location? If we were to sell the building and rent, we could afford a priest-- albeit not one that needed pension or health insurance but a full-time priest. What would or might that mean?
There'd be a lot of pain. The Sudanese would definitely be inconvenienced, as would we... but is that what we may need to do given how thoroughly unattractive TEC is to conservatives who love ritual and Anglo-Catholic rite? I don't know.
Are we desperate enough to take this leap? Is it what God is calling us to do? I dunno... but I think we need to think about it... and it may mean that like my hubby we wind up changing our parking spot in order to avoid the slow attrition of members, funds, and in hubby's case coffee mugs and razors. TEC can keep the change... we can't afford to lose anymore of the other items or we simply won't make it.
There, I said it. We won't make it unless we do something desperate.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Menu Monday and other Musings on 10/4/2010
Well... at least the menu is easy to do...
Monday: Salmon, butter, garlic and parmesan noodles, with mixed frozen veggies.
Tuesday: Pizza Margherita with fresh basil (Thanks Mike and Kim!) and mozzarella
Wednesday: Chicken drumsticks oriental, with rice, and broccoli
Thursday: Beef brisket, swiss chard, and potatoes.
Friday: Date night--
Saturday: Crockpot pork roast so leftovers are available after church on Sunday. Cornbread, and green beans.
Musings--
So, we're getting smaller not larger. Or maybe we're just replacing attrition. In a small church, every member is so badly needed. We simply can't afford to have folks move to the sidelines. All of us are necessary. So... when someone does move to the sidelines... it hurts. A lot.
It hurts because it puts more pressure on already pressured people. One more thing to do, right? It hurts because we miss those people. It hurts because it reminds us of the urgency we face in finding a priest and a focus, etc.
Monday: Salmon, butter, garlic and parmesan noodles, with mixed frozen veggies.
Tuesday: Pizza Margherita with fresh basil (Thanks Mike and Kim!) and mozzarella
Wednesday: Chicken drumsticks oriental, with rice, and broccoli
Thursday: Beef brisket, swiss chard, and potatoes.
Friday: Date night--
Saturday: Crockpot pork roast so leftovers are available after church on Sunday. Cornbread, and green beans.
Musings--
So, we're getting smaller not larger. Or maybe we're just replacing attrition. In a small church, every member is so badly needed. We simply can't afford to have folks move to the sidelines. All of us are necessary. So... when someone does move to the sidelines... it hurts. A lot.
It hurts because it puts more pressure on already pressured people. One more thing to do, right? It hurts because we miss those people. It hurts because it reminds us of the urgency we face in finding a priest and a focus, etc.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Listen, Pray, Love
When Fr. Shoberg stepped down from his position as priest of our little Anglo-Catholic bunch... that's what he asked us to do. It sounds simple, doesn't it? Listen, Pray, Love. Just three things to do... I'll talk about pray and love in another blog post later.
This is advice given as we embarked on our search for a new priest. We are at the end of our interim priest, and are dealing with division over the ordination of female clergy. We class ourselves as Anglo-Catholic and it seems that we've different definitions of that term in our midst. Some are Angl0-Catholic with regard to liturgy and ritual, and some would say that Anglo-Catholic means we hold all the catholic principles of a Roman Catholic except the tie to Rome.
It's a division... and with division comes some strife. I think this is why that wise man told us to Listen-- and that certainly seems easy enough. But listening is not as easy as it may seem. Listening, if it is to be done well, involves active listening. Making certain that we aren't just hearing, but are participating. If listening is done well than there is an understanding of others positions that comes forward.
Listening today is a much prized skill to those seeking to be heard. The world, on the other hand, encourages us to hear what we want to hear and ignore the rest. Just get the soundbite, ignore the substance. While that may work (albeit dysfunctionally) in politics, in a family such poor listening skills are death.
Perhaps this is why Jesus so often says, "Let him who has ears hear" a recognition that true listening requires more than just hearing. We all have ears but not everyone hears. We must listen.
We also need to listen by being quiet... and sometimes this is the most onerous task of them all. I know I struggle with it. I want to debate, to interject my viewpoint and demonstrate the error in the views of others, but that is not listening. I think if we really listen, we'll find more commonality than difference.
It's also important to note that just because we listen, and develop a better understanding of differing viewpoints; doesn't mean that we'll come to automatic agreement. In fact, all listening does is help to ensure that we're not misrepresenting one another and that we truly do understand the viewpoints of others. Those of us who are speaking must get over the idea that if we could just get the other side to listen or understand, they'd come around to our viewpoint... because it just doesn't work that way. To think it does is hubris. Lord knows there's plenty of that in government, in the upper level echelons of TEC, and elsewhere...
This is advice given as we embarked on our search for a new priest. We are at the end of our interim priest, and are dealing with division over the ordination of female clergy. We class ourselves as Anglo-Catholic and it seems that we've different definitions of that term in our midst. Some are Angl0-Catholic with regard to liturgy and ritual, and some would say that Anglo-Catholic means we hold all the catholic principles of a Roman Catholic except the tie to Rome.
It's a division... and with division comes some strife. I think this is why that wise man told us to Listen-- and that certainly seems easy enough. But listening is not as easy as it may seem. Listening, if it is to be done well, involves active listening. Making certain that we aren't just hearing, but are participating. If listening is done well than there is an understanding of others positions that comes forward.
Listening today is a much prized skill to those seeking to be heard. The world, on the other hand, encourages us to hear what we want to hear and ignore the rest. Just get the soundbite, ignore the substance. While that may work (albeit dysfunctionally) in politics, in a family such poor listening skills are death.
Perhaps this is why Jesus so often says, "Let him who has ears hear" a recognition that true listening requires more than just hearing. We all have ears but not everyone hears. We must listen.
We also need to listen by being quiet... and sometimes this is the most onerous task of them all. I know I struggle with it. I want to debate, to interject my viewpoint and demonstrate the error in the views of others, but that is not listening. I think if we really listen, we'll find more commonality than difference.
It's also important to note that just because we listen, and develop a better understanding of differing viewpoints; doesn't mean that we'll come to automatic agreement. In fact, all listening does is help to ensure that we're not misrepresenting one another and that we truly do understand the viewpoints of others. Those of us who are speaking must get over the idea that if we could just get the other side to listen or understand, they'd come around to our viewpoint... because it just doesn't work that way. To think it does is hubris. Lord knows there's plenty of that in government, in the upper level echelons of TEC, and elsewhere...
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Heaven's Gain is Our Loss
I lost a friend yesterday. I wasn't especially close by physical standards. I never met her in real life, although, I'd argue we knew more about each other's real lives than many who see each other daily. Her name was JoAnn.
I didn't lose this friendship to petty jealousies, or "Real Houswives of Wherever" garbage. I lost this friend to melanoma stage 4 and metastized by the time a correct diagnosis was made. I could rail about the injustice of our health care system, about how she'd known something was wrong for months earlier, blame the doctors and vent up a storm. But MoJo as I teasingly called her--never did that, and so I won't either.
We knew each other through a group of women online... Prairiehomemaker. www.prairiehomemaker.com We bonded over the need to keep Christ our primary focus while recognizing that we often had to leave God at the altar in order to meet Him as we did our daily housework. We worked outside the home, had wonderful kids and great husbands. We chatted while doing laundry, making dinner, etc.
Some would say that Jo wasn't a "real" friend. I'll say that she was there more often than my IRL friends. She helped to moderate a room for Mom's of kids with disabilities. She offered insights into the working of IEP's and other challenges. She helped where she could.
I remember rejoicing with her when her son, daughter and husband were baptized into the faith. I know how she'd longed for that day and worried that due to special needs it might not happen. I know she worried over how they would cope at her death-- would it be more than their faith could handle?
I know that Jo is with God, and she's pain free... but I selfishly wish she'd had more time to chat. One more time to set the timer's and get housework done, and then come back together for a 15 minute conversation... so it isn't for Jo I grieve... but for myself and all of us here who are a little poorer because she's off enriching heaven.
I didn't lose this friendship to petty jealousies, or "Real Houswives of Wherever" garbage. I lost this friend to melanoma stage 4 and metastized by the time a correct diagnosis was made. I could rail about the injustice of our health care system, about how she'd known something was wrong for months earlier, blame the doctors and vent up a storm. But MoJo as I teasingly called her--never did that, and so I won't either.
We knew each other through a group of women online... Prairiehomemaker. www.prairiehomemaker.com We bonded over the need to keep Christ our primary focus while recognizing that we often had to leave God at the altar in order to meet Him as we did our daily housework. We worked outside the home, had wonderful kids and great husbands. We chatted while doing laundry, making dinner, etc.
Some would say that Jo wasn't a "real" friend. I'll say that she was there more often than my IRL friends. She helped to moderate a room for Mom's of kids with disabilities. She offered insights into the working of IEP's and other challenges. She helped where she could.
I remember rejoicing with her when her son, daughter and husband were baptized into the faith. I know how she'd longed for that day and worried that due to special needs it might not happen. I know she worried over how they would cope at her death-- would it be more than their faith could handle?
I know that Jo is with God, and she's pain free... but I selfishly wish she'd had more time to chat. One more time to set the timer's and get housework done, and then come back together for a 15 minute conversation... so it isn't for Jo I grieve... but for myself and all of us here who are a little poorer because she's off enriching heaven.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Morning Run
My dad used to say, "What's good about a morning that begins with getting up?" Well, aside from the fact that being able to get up is generally an indication that God has gifted you with one more day that is...
I'm a neophyte, painfully slow but inordinately determined runner. My longest distance so far has been a 10k. I've tried to run in the evening, or in the afternoon, but I can convince myself that there's this that or the other 15 things that need to be done. It's easy.
However, when I go for a morning run... I can't do that. It's the first (well, okay, getting the daughter to band, the husband on the road to work, and the son to school are the first thing) thing I do. I also find when running in the a.m. that my thoughts turn to God...
I find myself singing the Nicene Creed in my head, or Holy, Holy, Holy... or Mary's Magnificat.... I pray for those on the church intercession list, for my own family, for the neighbor's in the homes I run past... for the kids on their way to school. It's not the only time I pray... but there's something about running that on a purely unconscious level does that.
The rest of the time, I have to consciously pull my mind toward Him. It's an effort because the world, and culture has so much that isn't of Him. Running frees me from that. It's purely informal and sometimes as I gasp, wheeze and huff up a hill my prayers become very selfish... Lord, please, help me get up the hill. Still... this is my first prayer time with God, before the morning prayer, or devotion... before anything else... I meet Him while running. Maybe C. S. Lewis had it right when he said... "If one could run without getting tired, I can't imagine wanting to do much else."
I'm a neophyte, painfully slow but inordinately determined runner. My longest distance so far has been a 10k. I've tried to run in the evening, or in the afternoon, but I can convince myself that there's this that or the other 15 things that need to be done. It's easy.
However, when I go for a morning run... I can't do that. It's the first (well, okay, getting the daughter to band, the husband on the road to work, and the son to school are the first thing) thing I do. I also find when running in the a.m. that my thoughts turn to God...
I find myself singing the Nicene Creed in my head, or Holy, Holy, Holy... or Mary's Magnificat.... I pray for those on the church intercession list, for my own family, for the neighbor's in the homes I run past... for the kids on their way to school. It's not the only time I pray... but there's something about running that on a purely unconscious level does that.
The rest of the time, I have to consciously pull my mind toward Him. It's an effort because the world, and culture has so much that isn't of Him. Running frees me from that. It's purely informal and sometimes as I gasp, wheeze and huff up a hill my prayers become very selfish... Lord, please, help me get up the hill. Still... this is my first prayer time with God, before the morning prayer, or devotion... before anything else... I meet Him while running. Maybe C. S. Lewis had it right when he said... "If one could run without getting tired, I can't imagine wanting to do much else."
Monday, September 20, 2010
Menu Monday and other Musings!
Menu for 9/20-9/26
Monday: chicken stirfry with peppers, onion, carrots, and broccoli served over rice
Tuesday: Blackbean and beef burritos/mexican coleslaw
Wednesday: Catfish sandwiches/coleslaw
Thursday: Spaghetti
Friday: Bratwurst, sauerkraut, grilled onions, and apple pie to celebrate the official start of Fall!
Saturday: Leftover spaghetti/or a lasagna.
So that's the plan... it's a gray and drizzly day here in normally Sunny South Dakota. Still... not all bad.
We had a good kick off to our Sunday School program on Sunday. We've begun the onerous task of casting parts in the Epiphany play that we'll be working to put on at Epiphany. :) Followed by Lent and the Stations of the Cross, followed by Pentecost... you get the idea!!
Sunday school teachers are part of our Search Committee of the Whole for a new priest and don't want to be left out. As I am one... I know this to be true, so we came up with a creative plan for those Sundays when we are discussing and deciding on characteristics we'd like to see in a priest. I think it will work... and if not, well, it's only ONE year.
Don't get me wrong... traditional Sunday School activity will still take place, we just need to have something to fall back to on those Sundays when we teachers are tugged in more than one direction. Our Sudanese congregation has also kicked off their Sunday school and they are looking to recruit another teacher... in the meantime, there's a VHS player and some good bible movies and VeggieTales movies so that one half the group can be entertained while the other half learns and vice versa.
Monday: chicken stirfry with peppers, onion, carrots, and broccoli served over rice
Tuesday: Blackbean and beef burritos/mexican coleslaw
Wednesday: Catfish sandwiches/coleslaw
Thursday: Spaghetti
Friday: Bratwurst, sauerkraut, grilled onions, and apple pie to celebrate the official start of Fall!
Saturday: Leftover spaghetti/or a lasagna.
So that's the plan... it's a gray and drizzly day here in normally Sunny South Dakota. Still... not all bad.
We had a good kick off to our Sunday School program on Sunday. We've begun the onerous task of casting parts in the Epiphany play that we'll be working to put on at Epiphany. :) Followed by Lent and the Stations of the Cross, followed by Pentecost... you get the idea!!
Sunday school teachers are part of our Search Committee of the Whole for a new priest and don't want to be left out. As I am one... I know this to be true, so we came up with a creative plan for those Sundays when we are discussing and deciding on characteristics we'd like to see in a priest. I think it will work... and if not, well, it's only ONE year.
Don't get me wrong... traditional Sunday School activity will still take place, we just need to have something to fall back to on those Sundays when we teachers are tugged in more than one direction. Our Sudanese congregation has also kicked off their Sunday school and they are looking to recruit another teacher... in the meantime, there's a VHS player and some good bible movies and VeggieTales movies so that one half the group can be entertained while the other half learns and vice versa.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Bad Blogger, Bad!
Has it really been that long? Yes, it has. Why has it been that long? Life.
Teenagers are at the odd age where they don't depend on parents as they do when young children for every small need. However, they do need parents. They need us to check grades on the ParentView, to advocate to the school for changes in classes, to support their decisions to debate or not to debate. In short, they need but in a different way.
The different way teens need, though, should NOT be viewed as any different in time consumption. Trying to work my way through what will be the next lesson in pre-calculus so as to assist my daughter... is as time consuming as potty training (and often less rewarding!).
That said... I love life, and my church. I'm a wee bit concerned for us right now. We're a small congregation holding fast to some pretty steep ideals about the priesthood, and for a church that's still part of TE...well, it's hard to attract members with those similar ideals forsaken by TEC. Yet we sure can't afford a lawsuit to leave, and have a responsibility to our brothers and sisters in the Sudanese congregation.
Where does that leave us? Trusting in God. Listening, Loving and Praying as a great priest said. It's not an easy place... but Psalm 91 tells me we'll be okay. How??? It's a mystery... but His greatest works always are!
Teenagers are at the odd age where they don't depend on parents as they do when young children for every small need. However, they do need parents. They need us to check grades on the ParentView, to advocate to the school for changes in classes, to support their decisions to debate or not to debate. In short, they need but in a different way.
The different way teens need, though, should NOT be viewed as any different in time consumption. Trying to work my way through what will be the next lesson in pre-calculus so as to assist my daughter... is as time consuming as potty training (and often less rewarding!).
That said... I love life, and my church. I'm a wee bit concerned for us right now. We're a small congregation holding fast to some pretty steep ideals about the priesthood, and for a church that's still part of TE...well, it's hard to attract members with those similar ideals forsaken by TEC. Yet we sure can't afford a lawsuit to leave, and have a responsibility to our brothers and sisters in the Sudanese congregation.
Where does that leave us? Trusting in God. Listening, Loving and Praying as a great priest said. It's not an easy place... but Psalm 91 tells me we'll be okay. How??? It's a mystery... but His greatest works always are!
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